Its been a long,slow day.Sometimes, when I get in my head, things seem so hard. Then I remember the days back home. GOD is sufficent. My hardest day clean and sober doesnt touch the pain I felt on "the good days" when I was using. I just have to keep on keeping on. I am looking foward to tomorrow. Damn these growing pains. This to shall pass. Goodnite to all.