WOW!! WHAT A DAY.I THINK IF FIGURED IT OUT. BUT THAT ALWAYS GET ME IN TROUBLE.HA HA. THIS LESSON WAS TO COMPLETELY TRUST IN AND RELY ON HIM. NO ONE OR ANYTHING ELSE. GROWING PAINS. I THINK I ALMOST GOT IT. WE WILL SEE. IT WAS A MUCH BETTER DAY.I STILL FEEL A LITTLE LIKE A FISH OUT OF WATER,BUT I AM CLEAN AND SOBER. AND TRUSTING MORE IN GOD TODAY THAN YESTERDAY.SO WITH THAT, ITHINK I WILL BORE YALL WITH ANOTHER POEM. I WROTE THIS ONE WHEN I WAS 14,I THINK. ITS ONE OF MY FAVORITES.

BEAUTY AND THE SOUL

BEAUTY TOUCHED HER HAIR AND EYES;STILL SHE TOLD LIES
BEAUTY TOUCHED HER LIPS AND NECK;STILL SHE WAS A WRECK
BEAUTY TOUCHED HER ARMS AND SHOULDERS;STILL SHE GREW COLDER
BEAUTY TOUCHED HER CURVES AND FINGERS;STILL HER WORDS WERE LIKE STINGERS
BEAUTY TOUCHED HER LEGS AND FEET;STILL HER MIND GREW WEAK
FOR BEAUTY FORGOT ITS MOST IMPORTANT GOAL;BEAUTY FORGOT TO TOUCH THAT YOUNG GIRLS SOUL.

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SAVAGE IS THE BEAST,BLACK IS HIS HEART.
HIS ONLY DESIRE IS TO TAKE ME APART.
BUT SURVIVE I MUST, FOR IN GOD I WILL TRUST.